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[06 Jun 2006|02:46pm] |
Well, often times the birthday is a big disappointment, but this year, I have to say, was much better. Thanks to everyone who left me messages, wrote on my facebook wall, commented on myspace, and sent me emails. My parents failed to wish me a happy birthday...but this is not an entirely novel incident.
Ryan took me to Disneyland and we had an absolute blast! It's so nice to have someone to be a kid with. It was probably one of the best birthdays I've ever had -- except ice skating in like 8th grade and dinner with the girls for my 18th.
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| Just to clarify... |
[08 May 2006|03:11pm] |
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I WILL BE IN PHOENIX THIS SUMMER. I AM TAKING AN INTERNSHIP HERE INSTEAD OF IN D.C. I WILL BE LIVING AT GRANDMA'S HOUSE AND I HAVE THE ABILITY TO DRIVE THIS SUMMER (HAHA). BASICALLY, I WILL BE WITH THE GIRLS LOOOOTTTTSSSSS
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[03 May 2006|11:34pm] |
I love katie, myk and stacey...and they know why... tonight was fun...love you dudes.
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[26 Apr 2006|12:46am] |
The past doesn't hurt.
Hindsight is 20/20 and you're no worse for the wear
Learning something that would have hurt you in the past
Is something that you can only learn from now
Dwelling on the past only takes away from the present and hinders your ability to move into the future
Had a date night with the bestie tonight. We got fat to help her wash away the crappy lab final that ate her alive...I obviously had to hoover wendy's alongside her for moral support. We had a "discussion" that was absolutely hilarious...bahaha glad we can chat about that in detail. I pretty much feel like one day we're going to have a lifetime/vh1 movie special on our hands...REAL SCARY PO!
I'm officially getting eatin' alive in the mailbag of the paper this week...it's pretty fun.
School is almost over, but still packin' a punch.
I have a wonderful person at the end of the day with the most amazing blue eyes who looks at me and just smiles and makes me feel ok again at the end of a day that has made me feel worn and just not right.
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[24 Apr 2006|09:20pm] |
Quixotic: no one knows your story
You're never wrong when you're in love
You're never alone when you're lonely
There's a difference between solo and sólo
Sometimes you fake it just so you don't have to break it
You can only be the strong one for as long as you can fake a smile
You can only be the strong one after you first learn to be weak
You can only be the strong one when the ones who know you're weak are miles away and can't tell your secret
Sometimes you're the lighthouse sometimes you're the ship
Sometimes the stranger knows you best
Trust is a four letter word and faith is a feeling
Ambiguity is the mind and the answers you'll never find
The things that apply to you are the only things you'll ever understand
Empathy has no words
True love is understanding and lots of compromise
Life is a beautiful disaster; destination unknown
Great Quijote...layers you'll never comprehend
Lost
Meaningless, endless prose
Some people might get this...some might not...just don't ask
So I wrote this a while ago...and I still feel this way sometimes...
I actually found it duplicated in someone's blog entry...someone who doesn't know me and it reminded me I wrote it...kinda weird not gonna lie.
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[16 Feb 2006|01:15am] |
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I pretty much have the best boyfriend ever and it is evident because I had one super Valentine's Day.
Tuesday's are my hell days starting at 8am and ending with my grad class that goes from 5pm-730pm. After class, Ryan informed me that we had dinner reservations and that I had to get ready. Dinner was at Terra Cotta...a really nice place up by La Paloma (aka a resort for those of you not in dirty town). Not only was it awesome because it was so beautiful, but Ryan definitely had the hook ups which resulted in us having the best seat in the house with the best view and free champagne. After dinner, we went back to my house and there was a card on my bed. This is pretty typical of Ryan....a card with some obscure message on it implying that I have gifts around the house that I have to find. So most of the gifts were inside jokes, but I was especially pleased with season 1 of Grey's Anatomy ( I already watched all of the episodes while grading tests last night and today). The last gift was outside which was something new and unusual. So, we went into my backyard and I was looking behind things and under things and Ryan was basically just cracking up. Once I forced him to play the hot-cold game I found my last gift...on my roof. Up on the roof was a dozen roses, a bottle of wine, candles everywhere and blankets and pillows. We basically drank wine and discussed the differet constellations like nerds and had a picturesque moment to end the perfect night.
Going home this weekend SUPER exciting.
My stupid back is acting up again...LAME.
I have some 400ish tests to grade and when people did VERY poorly it makes for a not-so-fun experience.
Spring Break in Guadalajara...so exciting (haha grad class field trip basically).
Undergraduate Research Grant...headache and a half.
Work.
Writing columns...oy vey.
My life...BUSY.
Things will be fine... we wouldn't want a college sophmore year to be anything like high school sophmore year. That just really made me more sad than anything which equated to me being annoyed and mad.
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| Beauty in the Breakdown |
[01 Feb 2006|11:05pm] |
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Sometimes it just takes a good cry...to fall apart and put yourself back together again.
Things have been crazy, stressful, and hectic and I finally broke.
21 units
internship
writing my column
balancing personal and academic life
sick little bro still
Boyfriend helped pull me back together and today was a new today.
Starbucks, chiropractor, and hanging out in the newsroom making fun of my editor always makes for a dandy afternoon.
Dinner with my lovelies always makes me happy.
Doing homework together...yes, even with sped mykaela...is always fun.
We walked out of the L.I.B. and I had a happy-to-be-here at our pretty school moment with Mykaela.
There really are some amazing people here doing amazing things and I love being a part of it.
I love the stereotypical college moments here laughing with my friends or sitting around Ryan's house discussing economic theory and arguing about how birth rates correlate with market systems with Jeff and Brad(don't ask). My favorite times here are when we make big dinners, drink wine, sit around the table and chat about random things going on, and then eating ice cream and watching movies on the big screen projector.
This was a very random entry...but fook you...it's no worse than anyone else's today.
Way to post everyone.
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I love my friends...they are each so wonderful in their own ways.
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[08 Nov 2005|08:41pm] |
You never realize there is anything else better out there until things are over. No regrets though, never, because you gain something from every person you love and every experience.
I saw him tonight and I didn't get the twinge in my stomach that I thought I would.
I'm happy...happier than I've been in a long time...no stress...no drama.
I'm obsessed with my wifey who loves me more than anyone in the world.
I'm infatuated with the boy who's all about drinkin some wine and playing Scattegories
I love love love my roomie who wears matching undies with me and dances around on the coffee table and drinks girl drinks on the couch.
I have so much fun talkin in real real funny voices with the stace.
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[21 Oct 2005|12:24pm] |
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most relationships tend to fail not because
the absence of love. love is always present.
it's just that one was being loved too much and the
other was being loved too little...
The hardest part of loving someone unconditionally is that even when you're crushed and your heart is broken, you support their decision if it makes them happy. And the double edged sword there is accepting that you are no longer the thing that makes them happy.
In spite of all of this...there was a call from katie the morning after and coffee with myk...there are people who I know will never ask me to be ok with not having them anymore...people who I trust with my whole heart in their hands.
(Cort Cort I posted...happy?)
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[26 Sep 2005|07:18pm] |
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[19 Sep 2005|09:33pm] |
MPAngel9 (9:31:39 PM): (and when i say "this" i mean sitting here staring at structures deciding how polar chlorophyll is. WHO THE FUCK CARES!?!?)
Oh nerds are hilarious when they're frustrated and pissed off. How much do I love my dorky ass friend?!
You will make it hunny!
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[08 Jul 2005|01:08am] |
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katepo9 [1:05 AM]: haha shut your face
so this is love...do do do...so this iiiiisss love
haha, there's nothing like a best friend.
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[07 Jul 2005|12:21pm] |
i love...
-the pictures of me and my boy
-katie's silver shoes that I have jacked (only have worn them once to work, easy killer)
-ipod
-making memories of us
-the 4th with my katie and manders
-my girls all got home safely and had a blast
-my fucking present from tana..."Sex tips for straight women from a gay man"...need I say more? This gift just SCREAMS tana.
-hearing "I miss you like crazy" and knowing he's coming home tomorrow
-random ass texts from my best friend who isn't here with me this summer... "I love my tatoo and I love YOU!"
-living with my grandma...this lady is a hoot and a half
-coconut popsicles
i miss...
-my boyfriend
-the freaking ability to drive
-elaura dayana webster
-my natural hair color
-my boyfriend
-UofA...fuck everyone that says Tucson sucks...it's 2nd home and I love it
-My novia Ashley EEEEEE...random car rides and Rilo Kiley and heart to hearts♥
-Mary Catherine Boatright...my mentor who has been MIA in my life these days
-my little brother
-my lisence
♥
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[06 Jul 2005|11:37am] |
I had no choice but to hear you
You stated your case time and again
I thought about it
You treat me like I'm a princess
I'm not used to liking that
You ask how my day was
You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Your love is thick and it swallowed me whole
You're so much braver than I gave you credit for
That's not lip service
You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
You are the bearer of unconditional things
You held your breath and the door for me
Thanks for your patience
You're the best listener that I've ever met
You're my best friend
Best friend with benefits
What took me so long
I've never felt this healthy before
I've never wanted something rational
I am aware now
I am aware now
You've already won me over in spite of me
Don't be alarmed if I fall head over feet
Don't be surprised if I love you for all that you are
I couldn't help it
It's all your fault
Being bored at work really gets ya thinking... <3
To you: I'm glad things are going well my love. You'll never get an I told you so from me for something like this so follow your heart and do what you feel. I'm here.
Edit: "You" is the number one girl in my life...not some "lova" (said like Carrie about the Russian)
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Overall, this weekend...one of the best.
Steve's family came up for his cousin Becca's wedding and I got to hang out with all of them quite a bit and go to the wedding. Steve and I danced to almost every slow song and he sang in my ear and it was just all so picture perfect. There are lots of things I could try to say to describe how happy I am with him, but I think it'd all just come out in jibberish.
Monday was a wonderful day spent with my better half and soulmate Katerina. After finally waking up (haha), Katie came and picked my ass up and we hung around the pool and ate popsicles and laughed like there was no tomorrow. "I'll kill you"..."Who says 'I'll kill you' while they doggy paddle?" We ate lots and lots of food and then went with the darling Manders down to good ol Tempe to watch fireworks. It was a fun night with the boys and the fireworks were AMAZING...seriously, I nearly peed my pants out of excitement.
I love you...friend that cuddles with me and turns bright red when I ask too many questions. haha it's what I'm here for.
p.s. check it out bitches...I updated.
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[08 Jun 2005|03:23pm] |
I had a dream about Josh last night.
For some reason I've been thinking about him a lot lately which seems weird to me since we weren't even close anymore when it happened.
R.I.P.
Everyone please keep safe and take care of yourselves and your friends.
♥
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[07 Jun 2005|09:12am] |
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I just have to say that I have some of the best friends a girl could ever ask for. Kudos to Mykaela for setting everything up like the day before/day of (BECAUSE THAT'S HOW WE ALWAYS DO OUR SHIT AMANDA BUTNER...I'M SAD THAT YOU WERE NOT THERE). I honestly didn't have the slightest clue until I saw Madeline's shining face in the window. I love you guys so much and you all know how birthday's usually are with my family...you're the best family a girl could ever pick out for herself! Madeline..that picture of us will stay in that frame because it is wonderful and I will keep that card forever..you always see the best in me and it means so much.
Cort Cort..Silly card and some amazing cake...you are the best little junior friend a girl could ever have.
You know I have so much respect for you and everything you decide to do. I'm sorry things came out the way they did. I know you don't care, but you know how much it means to me that things between us stay good. With that said I guess all that's left to say is...YAY! I love you girl. P.S. Going to different colleges has really done us some good in the kissing the same guys department...it's a nice change lol. (Not like I don't love the fact that we've basically made out, but ya know)
Not everything is always sunshine and roses my dear, but you never have to put on a smile for best friends...I read you like a book anyways. I'll never push and I'll never pry, but I always know because it's always in your eyes. Smile...life usually works itself out for the best.
There's just something about being with a special someone. No one will ever know exactly what goes on between two people..it's like having a perpetual inside joke that no one else gets to have a part in. I've always settled before I'm realizing and while the experiences have done me a lot of good, it's good to have everything I've ever wanted in a person. I'll never be able to understand why he waited, but I'll always consider myself lucky. ♥
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[26 May 2005|03:37pm] |
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My Friends:
Katerina- the girl who knows me better than I even know myself. My constant support and ever my conscience helping me make decisions and figure out this damn life. You mean more to me than words could ever express...my sister. "Don't act like you're not impressed."
Mykaela- my synchronized swimming buddy...need I say more? We have the funniest conversations and the best memories...watching old school and sleepin in the lounge, playing with your "friends" at starbucks, and an unfortunate incident with hot coffee in NATS. Through all the jokes you're always there when I need to talk or spill a secret.
Morgan- we have so many memories together from when you basically lived at my house...I'm so glad we were able to come back together over this past year. You are such a wonderful person...I wish you'd let yourself believe that.
Tana- Crazy Bitch #1. My favorite boob showin, kanye booty shakin, pants peein' friend ever. We've had our sore spots in our friendship, but I'm so glad to have your crazy ass in my life. (I'll refrain from mentioning the fact that we've basically made out with each other for all the same people we have dated n whatever...we're so cool).
Rachel- Crazy Bitch #2. RAAAACHY! You are just too much for words...you're my crazy road trippin' buddy who is always ready for a party or a drive or just something completely random. You are just too much for words.
Manda- Crazy Bitch #3. Our little dream followin', firefighter girl. I love you so so freaking much. I used to think you hated me and were really scary hahahahaha, but I'm so glad we sat through Meyer and his shit together and became better friends. I look at that pic of you running on the beach with flippers on and I just can't keep from laughing...you are crazy and i love it! (Manda's in love everyone)
Chrissy- One of the banished four from San Diego. We had so much fun together that trip and I was so happy to get the chance to become better friends again. You've come a long way hunny...we're all so proud.
Madeline- Last, but SURELY not least, is this crazy kid. Mad Dawg you are like a little drop of sunshine with your brilliant smile, your laughter, and your random singing. You always say silly things like "Oh V you don't like me anymore" n crazy talk like that...but you will forever be a favorite in my heart. We've all missed you so much while you've been gone.
Just wanted you all to know you're loved!
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I just finished my last final...my freshman year of college is officially over.
I don't really even know what to say while I sit here in my half empty dorm room except...WEIRD.
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